21 January 2005 - 1:16 a.m.
It's late in the evening, or early in the morning depending on how you want to look at it. I ait at home and wait for my love to return. Went our for a drink. A celebration amoung friends. Erin's birthday tonight. Amazing how small out group as become. Just Erin, Jon, Andrea, and myself. Not a bad time. Just different from the large gatherings we once held. I miss those times. The bonds we held them seemed invunerable. As though they could never be broken. Our times together seemed unchangeable. Surely they would go on forever. My how times have changed. It just goes to show you who your true friends are. I know these things for a fact now. Last weekend I went to Savannah. And seeing my Tris again, it was as though nothing had changed. We picked right up as thought no amount of time or distance had ever seperated us. It was truly a wonderful week. I met many people who at once seemed as old friends. And even one who immediatly seemed as an old enemy. It is strange, but I felt at home there. It is one of the first places that I have ever been that I have thought I could live there peacefully and happily. I guess part of me fell in love with that town. And that same part of me longs to return as soon as possible. Thing indeed have changed back here, in this place we once all called home. Maybe it is nearing my time to move on. Then again, maybe I have just had one too many too drink.
Dream hard my friends. Sometimes it is all you really have.
